Saturday, May 10, 2008 @2:23 AM
For the last moments...for the first time. i wish that time would stop right now and tick no further.
While waiting for her to take her shower and to send her back home, i feel lost. totally.
I want to stay strong. i don't want her to be worried. but I'm weak.
I dunno wad i will got to do to hold myself back tml at the airport when i will be all alone outside the departure gate , looking at her back or even looking at her waving at me, saying goodbye.
How hard will that goodbye be. I dunno . and i dun wish to know and experience it.
But as i type, the clock continues to tick wif no mercy.
She's out..and i gotta go...
♥