Thursday, October 29, 2009 @4:05 PM
Caramel frapp! that made my day. hahah.
=))))))))))))))))))))))))
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@1:48 AM
setting alarm .awaking just to check your mobile.
silly isnt it.
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @2:36 AM
A crazily tiring day. yet with another crazy night. but really an enjoyable one.
Haven't had this crazily happening night for ages. Though short. but enjoyable. really had a great time.
If only times were like this. or rather can be like this.
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Friday, October 23, 2009 @2:02 PM
i realised i never thought of being a pilot for i hate ppl who flies a plane.
New weekly routine to be in place. i rather have a stay home weekend.
Don't bother doing it for there are always so many sudden realisations.
Don't ever tell me off if i ever start flying a plane, for i've not done it to anyone before.
-Why do i even fucking care-
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Monday, October 19, 2009 @4:17 PM
First time ever in my life see-ing such crazy amt of cold hard cash. It just makes me go.. $$$___$$$
Wonder when will i ever be able to earn such an amt of money. How many years will it take me.
Damn . Im freaking broke.
Need to save up for my current wants.
- A digicam
- Ps 3 Slim
- A pair of shades
-BONUS PLS!-
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Thursday, October 15, 2009 @2:57 PM
Had a great meet up with mich, great lunch(hock lam beef noodles FINALLY), great conversation. Haha close to 3hrs lunch is no joke. luckily dad was napping when i got back. haha =x
-if u walk and hit a rock, u can stand and ponder wth am i so blur not to see it, or u can just take that bloody rock and throw it as far as possible n say u can only hit me once and so Fcuk off~-
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009 @11:22 AM
Dark clouds gathered, raining dogs and cats .
Another sleepless night, wondering when will e sky be cleared.
-spare me-
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Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @11:18 PM
crashed, upon knowing this.
its been awhile. fuck my life. n get a life.
-i don't know the reason for feeling this way when e ending told me not to-
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Monday, October 12, 2009 @12:44 AM
yet again we collapsed. albeit a better fight in e first half.
Perhaps some may have realised, the "collapse" of the team spirit in the game..somehow started off..together with sz stepping down. and me. to lead the team.
I tried to give my best shot. To try to lead the team, off and on the pitch. apparently it doesnt work. I do not command the respect as the captain to all the guys, yea.i certainly don't possess such leadership qualities.
It hurts to see my team crumbles every week. really should think abt this.
-What's a shout, it simply makes u feel like a fool in e end-
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Saturday, October 10, 2009 @3:10 AM
such a joke.
to decipher something u wouldn't want to know , guess it hurts the most.
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Friday, October 9, 2009 @4:32 PM
Great. Why am i doing this again. sux. arrowing myself yet again.damn.
Supposed to just ask that few who told me they are free and wanna go out.yet ended up thinking..."oh it would be better if i let the rest know of our plans, so they wun feel left out". damn.
And on it goes again. Sms-ing. replying irritating questions like what are we eating, who's coming. who's us? .excessively using my smses which are causing a big hole in my pocket each mth.
GREAT.
Damn u , for u have no control over the words u said.
-Get a life-
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Thursday, October 8, 2009 @4:47 PM
inspired to start. yet barriers seems too huge an amt to overcome.
To start or not to start.
-nothing ought to be impossible,yet-
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Friday, October 2, 2009 @5:42 PM
Now that it's all said and done,I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you leftJust left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.I should've started running A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.I guess it's really over.I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.I'm spending all of these yearsPutting my heart back together.'
Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,Dragged the memories down the hall,Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,So did my eyes so I could see that you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.I should've started running a long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without youMore than you, more than you know.I'm slowly getting closure.I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.
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Thursday, October 1, 2009 @2:31 AM
Just came back from my first ever guitar lesson with vishnu at allist's place. He's really nice to fork out time to teach us. and he's really patient to teach someone like me, with no music background. Thanks dude~ much appreciated.
Inspired by his musical talent, im determined to be able to play a piece of my own soon. how soon. ha depends on how fast my fingers can get over the blisters and be more flexible.
After which, met up with an old friend. a great catchup after such a long time. hmmm.really glad to be meeting old friends whom i have not talked to for long.
When i dropped her off, she left something on her seat. It was a gift. a nicely decorated packet which i thought initially was a packet of sweets. But! when i got home..i saw there's a card. a popper, a packet of wet tissue and a nicely decorated card.
It reads
-To pop away your troubles
-to cool yourself down when you feel so heated up
-to remain cheerful against adversity
-加油！
It's really really sweet . thanks pal! i really really appreciate it . alot. It's really been long since anything/anyone touched my heart. making me felt. that there's someone out there who actually do care. (although i know u peeps out there care too)
it's just ..well. im determined to change my life.
-a brand new life.-
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