Saturday, September 12, 2009 @3:39 AM
just back from the usual friday dinner and bowling game.
It may just seems to be a normal day. a normal game. but i just cant help it.
It came to me. totally tearing me apart. I wished u will know. or even just perhaps take the minimum effort to actually..really ponder abt my feelings. do u. i seriously don't think so.
Its just all abt the impossibilities. the brain over heart. the feelings of all that i would not want it to be. I've tried. have i not? I've tried. but does it really mean a thing ..if it did. it wouldnt be like this.
I wished to be able to talk to someone. to share my deepest inner thoughts. i wished i could.
-Just with this blog. i wished i could sleep myself off like how it is ended up as a shadowed link-
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