Friday, December 25, 2009 @2:48 AM
the moment it ended. staring across the empty space. for a moment, i realised i was alone..there was no one i could look across at..it's amazing how different i felt. it's been 5 great years ..for now, it's different.
it's a life i have no directions to look at . or perhaps i don't know where to start to drive towards too..
i really gotta say....a plan of settlement the following year was what i had looked forward to. a resolution for the year 2009. . stepping towards year 2010. i seems to be left with nothing, just nothing at all.
it's not a post of emotional thoughts, it comes within, for the least at this instance.
i envy u guys. i do. i really do. It's tormenting .
i have been classified as one with character flaws, perhaps i only know how to give. but not giving out the quality that's been seeked for. Have i really not done enough. Do i really not know how to treat one right.
For many of my pals, they are the cream of the crops coming from the mars' category. I am the opposite. just the direct opposite
-i will make it right, if there's ever a chance of returning back to the past-
♥