Sunday, December 20, 2009 @6:12 PM
im back from all the trips. end of journey.
countless photos, immense memories.
im hit hard, the moment i stepped upon my empty house.
feelings which i dunno how to pen down. i missed my parents, my family.
definetly, i realised the meaning of "cherishing only when u lose it."
facebook-ed.msn-ed.gazed upon the dark empty sky.im lost totally.
what am i ..? really. is there any true friends who will wish to tell me what i am?
i know im a failure in life. i don't think im e least bit of any value. i don't wanna say this , i don't wish that this is the truth. but i really gotta admit now. i suck. i suck in everything.
do i now even have a passion . i really don't know.
-am i reaching another bottom pit, i cant even seems to control my emotions anymore. tearing upon an empty promise made-
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