Wednesday, December 30, 2009 @12:00 PM
Just as i was chatting to friends about what's their plans for countdown parties. I just couldnt rem what i usually do for countdown parties to the new year.
Perhaps it's the holding back. My brain cells just simply wanna me forget abt it. not to recall anything. but now i rem, It's the special day of that special someone that belongs to me for the past 5years. It's her birthday..
Yes, for most of the 5years, i have been busy days way before 31st to prepare for her birthday present,surprises n what not. N yups. a few of this have been spent overseas together like korea and bangkok..
This year , it's different..it's all bound to what i want to do, alone. It's all up to me. no longer two.
But be it. i just wanna wish that all her wishes will come true n i reallyreally hope..that, which is what she chose. will really be the best for her. really do.
-please, if there's any endings that will be tormenting to her, just strike it upon me for it really doesn't make much of a diff to me right now-
♥
